The scene as all things in Mark, moves very quickly as Peter in his excitement is eager to memorialize and do something to capture this transformative event… even before he even knows what he has seen or has transpired. We feel like saying to Peter "Please be quiet and just listen before you do anything!" While he was still speaking, a cloud came and cast a shadow over them, and they became frightened when they entered the cloud. Then from the cloud came a voice that said, “This is my beloved Son; listen to him.”
Maybe everything started to become clear and make sense to Peter when he listened and heard the word of God, but as we know too well, it didn't last very long. How many times did Jesus remind Peter of his destiny? Peter may hear but is he really listening?
Peter's transformation comes about when he repeatedly fails, falls, and is lifted up again. We too try our best and sometimes we succeed and sometimes we fail. We, too, have moments of insight and moments of denial. We too, fall down in fear and are raised up again and move ahead in confidence. This is a pattern that shapes all our lives on this spiritual journey. We all must face times of wilderness in our lives that ultimately lead to spiritual transformation and growth. This story is as much about us as it is about Peter and Jesus as we are asked to listen and to hear his voice and know God’s will for us.
In these past weeks Mark has called our attention to Jesus’ humanity in which we share a common bond. In this gospel Jesus' divinity is revealed in no uncertain terms: “This is my beloved Son…listen to Him.”. And as we share in Jesus’ humanity, we also share in his divinity. We must listen as we are called if we are to be transformed and become disciples of Jesus and the people of God.
“There have been
quite a few times when I have felt the winds of God’s grace in the sails of my
small boat. Sometimes these graces have moved me in pleasant and sunlit
directions. At other times the requested acts of love were born in the darkness
of struggle and suffering. There have been spring times and there have been
long cold winters of struggle for survival. God has come to me at times with
the purest kindness, at times with the most affirming encouragement, and at
other times with bold frightening challenges. I think that all of us have to
watch and pray, to be ready to say “yes” when God’s language is concrete and
his request is specific-“yes” in the sunlit spring times and “yes’ in the
darkness of winter nights.” (John Powell, S.J., The Christian Vision, The
Truth That Sets Us Free, p147)
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