We all know
what it’s like to lose something or someone. Perhaps we can remember a time
when we felt lost. We all know those associated feelings that border on fear,
if not terror. Reading Luke 15: 1-32
helps us to remember how we felt
when we experienced loss and the joy we felt when we were “reunited” or
“found.”
One of my most memorable experiences with loss goes back to my early
childhood and is indelibly ingrained in my memory. I was not more than five; my mother, little sister and I
were at a beach in Coney Island. I suppose I got a little bored
sitting on the blanket alone with my mother and sleeping baby sister and
remember pestering my mother about wanting to get some water for my pail to
bring back to the blanket where we were sitting and make some mud pies. Mom
resisted my going to the shore alone and did not want to leave my sister
sleeping and unattended. I finally convinced her that I would not get lost and
would be always aware of where she was. She yielded and so I made my way with
my metal pail and shovel in tow, carefully drawing a “tether” line in the sand
with my foot. I played at the surfside for a bit, filled my pail and turned to
make my way back to the blanket. Of course, the line was obliterated. I
immediately panicked because I couldn’t find the line in the sand leading back,
and above all could not see my mother. I remember being overcome with fear and
began to cry. A woman standing nearby came to my aid, and assured me that we
would find my mother, who within seconds, I’m sure, appeared. Although it must
have seemed like an eternity to a child. I can still remember what I felt when
my mother immediately gathered me up in her arms and held me close, assuring me
that I was not lost and that I was always in her sight. I suppose the reason I
can still remember this event so vividly is because of the “palpable” effect it
had and continues to have even as I write today.
I relate this childhood experience with the stories Jesus uses in our
gospel to describe what it means to lose and be lost and to find and be
found. It became apparent that the more memorable of the two emotions, lost and found, was the joy of being found. In both instances Luke depicts the joy in
finding what was lost and being found. There was no recrimination just joy.
Sometimes when you lose something, it’s
a good strategy to retrace your steps and find the spot where you lost it.
Retrace your steps.
Where did I mislay my time with God in
favor of a crammed social or business calendar? Where did we temporarily
misplace my compassion for the poor in favor of self-serving initiatives? And
where did we leave our joy in proclaiming God’s Word.
Just so, I tell
you, there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over
ninety-nine righteous persons who need no repentance.
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