We
all know what it’s like to lose something or someone. Perhaps we can remember a
time when we felt lost. We all know those associated feelings that border on
fear, if not terror. Reading Luke 15:1-32 helps us to remember how we felt when we experienced loss and the joy we
felt when we were “reunited” or “found.”
One of my most memorable experiences with loss goes
back to my early childhood and is indelibly ingrained in my memory. I was not
more than five and we were at a crowded beach in Coney Island. I suppose I got
a little bored sitting on the blanket alone with my mother and sleeping baby
sister and remember pestering my mother about wanting to get some water for my
pail to bring back to the blanket where we were sitting and make some mud pies.
Mom resisted my going to the shore alone and did not want to leave my sister sleeping
and unattended. I finally convinced her that I would not get lost and would be
always aware of where she was. She yielded and so I made my way with my metal
pail and shovel in tow, carefully drawing a “tether” line in the sand with my
foot. I played at the surfside for a bit, filled my pail and turned to make my
way back to the blanket. Of course, the line was obliterated and I immediately
panicked because I couldn’t find the line in the sand leading back, and above all
could not see my mother. I remember being overcome with fear and began to cry.
A woman standing nearby came to my aid, and assured me that we would find my
mother, who within seconds, I’m sure appeared. Although it must have seemed
like an eternity to a child. I can still remember what I felt when my mother immediately
gathered me up in her arms and held me close, assuring me that I was not lost
and that I was always in her sight. I suppose the reason I can still remember this
event so vividly is because of the “palpable” effect it had and continues to
have even as I write today.
I relate this childhood experience with the stories
Jesus uses in our gospel to describe what it means to lose and to find and to
be lost and be found. I wonder what is the more memorable of the two emotions,
the fear of being lost or the joy of being found. In both instances Luke
depicts the joy in finding what was lost and being found. There was no
recrimination just joy.
Sometimes when you lose something,
it’s a good strategy to retrace your steps and find the spot where you lost it.
Revisit the stores where you might have left your credit card; the sink where
you took off your wedding band and put in on the soap dish. Retrace your steps.
Where did I mislay my time with God
in favor of a crammed social or business calendar? Where did we temporarily
misplace our compassion for the poor in favor of self-serving programs? And
where did we leave our joy in proclaiming God’s Word
Just so, I tell you, there will be more joy in heaven over
one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who need no
repentance.
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