In many ways we are just like Thomas. We really don’t want to come by our faith "second hand" (John 20:19-31). Our parents taught us that things worth having are worth working for? So in keeping with our Gospel reading we ask, is there really such a thing as “blind faith?” For many of us, our religion was chosen for us by our parents or inherited through our family tradition, but our faith is ours alone.
Blind faith, if it’s faith at all, does not encourage us to probe; it denies us the opportunity to question, to know what we believe “down deep” in our “core.” Blind faith requires minimal spiritual investment and permits us to cruise through our spiritual journey without the opportunity to really live on the spiritual edge of life. True faith requires knowing what we believe, beyond any doubt and with no way of being able to really explain in words. So Thomas’ in refusing to accept what he was being told and say that he understood what he did not, exhibited an honesty that prompted his need to know and understand for himself
Thomas wasn’t the faithless doubter of the Bible. The so-called faithful disciples remained locked up in the upper room hiding in fear. Fear not doubt, gets in the way of our letting the Holy Spirit take charge. Where did Thomas go while others were hiding? What prompted him to return to his community? Was Thomas “working” at trying to know what he was asked to believe? Thomas wanted the experience of a deeper vision or sight. He was unwilling to blindly accept; it had to be real for him.
True faith is based on trust in God. True faith knows we can deepen our faith by asking critical questions of our traditions and our “inherited” belief propositions. We do this by leaving our comfort zones and living in a new reality, challenging us to know what we believe so with Thomas, we too can personally acclaim “My Lord and my God.”